Week 13 Results! No good news here :(

It took a lot of courage for me to post this video, but I need to not only be honest with all of you, but also myself.  

Also, I KNOW I will be back on the wagon and living this lifestyle for the rest of my life.  Therefore, I had to document my lowest point along with my highest points.  

If you have any tips or words of wisdom, please share them, because I need them!!!!